Irony

Irony… Yes, it must be happened on every person in this world in different case and situation. Why is it irony for me? Let see, I always feel difficult to begin writing. However, I teach writing tutorial class for the first-year students on their second semester. How could I teach them writing while I myself feel difficult to write?
When I am teaching them, I always try to be someone who does not get difficulty in writing. I always try to give them some tips in order to feel easy to write. I believe the tips I give them are meaningful and easy to be applied. But the problem is that I cannot apply my own tips on me. I do not know why, I tried hard but I failed.
I always think about it every day and sometimes I realize that God has his own way to help me in writing. By teaching writing class, I am motivated to learn more about writing and try to avoid the obstacles in it. As a matter of fact, indeed I have to learn how to write well and then deliver the knowledge for them.
In class, I know that they get great difficulty in writing. They ask me this and that and I try to answer all their questions wisely. I am honest to say that actually I also get the difficulty and I tell them my way to get rid of the obstacles. The most important way is do not be lazy to begin to write although we do not know what we are going to write. Sitting calmly and thinking deeply is a good beginning way to find a good topic in writing.