I am in Love

Again, I am falling in love
I no longer want to feel it
for the feeling often tortures me
I no longer want to feel it
for you always come in my mind bothering me
I no longer want to feel it
for I want to do nothing without you
When I see people in love, and I am as well,
I feel what they feel yet it is different
Theirs is sweeter than mine, I think
I am thinking of having an affinity with you
though I realize it is impossible
I can only feel it with my pain
Again, I am falling in love